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	<description>Who says I can't?</description>
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		<title>Frustrated</title>
		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m really just posting this here because I&#8217;m having a hard time focusing at work &#8211; and I just need to say it, to someone. I&#8217;m really missing her lately, all the little nuances that make her unique. Even the way she gets angry. I really miss her.]]></description>
		<link>http://www.prcnetworks.com/blog/?p=188</link>
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		<title>Lost</title>
		<description><![CDATA[I haven&#8217;t had the drive to post here in awhile. I think something might be wrong with me. I&#8217;m consistently fighting an up and down battle with my emotions and state of mind. Sometimes I feel as determined as Socrates, and then within hours I can feel completely lost and useless. There are times when [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.prcnetworks.com/blog/?p=185</link>
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		<title>Difficulties</title>
		<description><![CDATA[So I&#8217;m aware of a habit of mine that some might describe as &#8220;bad&#8221;. I jump at any opportunity to help her, in any way I can. Giving a lift, paying for dinner, going out of my way in any way at all. In the end I do these things because I care about her, [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.prcnetworks.com/blog/?p=182</link>
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		<title>Goals</title>
		<description><![CDATA[So I&#8217;ve got a list of personal goals for improvement and change I&#8217;d like to address before she gets back from Europe. Its pretty long honestly, and I&#8217;m about halfway through it. I was sitting at my desk this weekend working in After Effects and for some reason I was hit with a memory that [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.prcnetworks.com/blog/?p=179</link>
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		<title>Meh</title>
		<description><![CDATA[I miss her, alot. Its hard to move past that, but I need to make sure I&#8217;m utilizing this time wisely &#8211; and moving forward in my own personal goals of improving the type of person I am.]]></description>
		<link>http://www.prcnetworks.com/blog/?p=177</link>
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		<title>Reflection</title>
		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve written up another date memory, but I&#8217;m getting pretty sleepy. I&#8217;ll have it up tomorrow. I realized today that I really don&#8217;t like myself, or who I was during the last half of our relationship. I really don&#8217;t like that person, and I want to be the type of person I&#8217;d be proud to [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.prcnetworks.com/blog/?p=175</link>
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		<title>ZBB</title>
		<description><![CDATA[So I&#8217;ve been trying to keep myself busy lately &#8211; I think its been working. I&#8217;m usually okay, except for the nights &#8211; or when I end up in an area we used to frequent alot. I&#8217;ve been approaching things more from the perspective of strengthening who I am as a person, and learning from [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.prcnetworks.com/blog/?p=171</link>
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		<title>Ups and Downs</title>
		<description><![CDATA[So lately the days for me have been an interesting roller coaster of ups and downs. Typically I get into the downs in the evening when I&#8217;m in the apartment alone. Writing to her in my log (physical, not blog), or jotting down memories both good and bad have typically helped. I&#8217;ve thought more and [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.prcnetworks.com/blog/?p=169</link>
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		<title>November 10th 2008</title>
		<description><![CDATA[Taphouse &#8211; Seattle What we consider to be our first real date date. I remember being very very nervous. When I picked you up I was shocked at how you looked and what you were wearing. I don&#8217;t think I had ever seen you in a skirt before. I thought I looked tacky by comparison [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.prcnetworks.com/blog/?p=166</link>
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		<title>December 7 2008</title>
		<description><![CDATA[Highland Ice Arena For some reason this one still sticks out in my memory like it was yesterday. I think it might have to do with how I felt when I watched her out on the ice for the first time. This was a last minute thing. A group event our friends were throwing. I&#8217;m [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.prcnetworks.com/blog/?p=163</link>
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